“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.” – Semisonic.
2020 was an epic year, we were all sent to a spiritual retreat. My words for 2020 were SELF-CARE, SELF-LOVE and FUN. My well-being became a priority and it was amazing to see how many people complained about it, tried to coerce me from being me and verbally abused me. Covid allowed me to weed out people, patterns and behaviors from my life so I am very thankful for what the year brought to me.
For me especially, it was a year where I was forced to reevaluate my lifestyle. I ended learning that I relied on external things to get pleasure and joy (friends, trips, concerts etc). I was forced to go within. My main goal in 2020 was to reparent and befriend my inner child. I promised the little girl in me to honor her by not allowing anyone to change her, control her or abuse her. I reassured her that there is nothing wrong with her. I promised her that I will never, ever leave her alone. I will always listen to her. I will keep her safe and let her be and I will unconditionally love her no matter what. She stills does not trust me a 100% but we are making progress 😊
2020 showed me what I needed to see and opened my eyes to many things…My resilience was tested. I now know that it’s my own personal path that’s unfolding in its own unique way. I am satisfied with my progress, I grew and matured so much this year! Biggest accomplishments: I quit drinking and I do not longer rehabilitate emotionally retarded unicorns. I see thought the veil, trust my intuition and I am a living red flag’s radar. THIS GODDESS ONLY DATES EMOTIONALLY HEALTHY WARRIORS 😊
My word for 2021 is INTEGRITY. I will integrate what I know to be true in my heart. I will continue working towards accepting the totality of who I AM – the good, the bad, and the ugly! Oh Gosh, I came to realize that I like myself just as I AM so I will no longer shrink myself to be digestible (you can choke). I am going to live from a place of true authenticity so expect more static dancing videos, more kundalini videos, more impro videos, more heated and controversial conversations and much more of ME 😊
I WILL STEP INTO MY WILDNESS. I am reclaiming my divine feminine power so I can navigate 2021 with ease and grace. I am ready to level up emotionally, mentally, financially, spiritually and energetically. I am moving from “other-focused” to “inner-focused”. To my #warriorgoddesses, I only want to say THANK YOU 😊 each of you ladies are f**** sensual empresses – you all hold a luminous torch that unveils the mysteries that create life, love and sex. You all exude the soul of feminine divinity! Together, as a soul tribe we will awake the Shakti of every women. I am fortunate to have you in my life. There will be more photoshoots, events and runways in 2021.
My last words before the year ends: Always remember to BE GRATEFUL, BE BOLD, BE SEXY 🌹 💪💋